Love Hero

I am a hero as a lover. I base most, if not all, of my desisions on how I love someone. I love God more than anyone or anything. In the Bible it says to love everyone and I try to do just that. Sometimes it is hard to love someone who has hurt you but I try to love everyone. By loving God I am able to love all those around me. I am love motivated. I would die for anyone of my friends.

My Quest for God and identity

My quest is for God. I have always wanted to be closer to God, but I am seperated from him because of sin. I was raised in a christian home with christian values. These values have influenced my quest greatly. I am also on a quest for identity. I don't know who I realy am, I am still figuring it out. My quest, like many quests, is not always easy.

My quest is important to me because it is just that, my quest. The importance of my quest does not depend on how much others think my quest is important. My quest is for me to travel alone; if our paths cross, such as with many of you this year, then for that time we travel together but at some point it comes time for us to part. My quest is important to me because it gives me a reason to live, a goal to go for, and a destiny.

To fight that wich tries to stop me I will call apon my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. With his help I can acomplish anything. Obstacles make you stronger, though they are tough to deal with they do help you in one way or another. Sin is a major obstacle in my life. God forgives all all sin and he loves us. Another obstacle is doubt, I am constantly doubting myself. To conquer the obstacle of doubt I reasure myself with faith.

Part of my quest will end when I find who I truely am but the other part will only end when I die and go to live with whom I seek, God. My quest for identity is neat the end I am finding out who I am. My quest for God will not end till he calls me home to heaven.

Mentors

My Mentors are my grandma and my mom. My mom had an Acute Hemoragic stroke when I was in 4th grade. I did not realy know what was going on all I knew was that my mom was in the hospitle and my grandma was coming to visit for a while. The doctors originally told my family that she would never walk or talk again. While my mom was in the hospitle my grandma took over the role of mom, she and my grandpa moved in with us. My mom regained part of her speech after 6 months in rehab at the hospitle. The rehab specialist then told us that her progress was a miracle and she probably was not going to get any better and that we should put her in a nursing home. My dad fought the insurance company, because he wanted to put her in a more advanced rehab center, he eventually won. She became a patient at Center For Neuro Skills and improved to the point at which she could walk with a leg brace. My grandma taught me valuable life lessons, but my mom taught me preserverance and that there are some things worth fighting for. I know that if it wasn't for Gods blessing she would not be here today.

Threshold Guardian

My Threshold Guardian is my best friend, Gabbi. She has helped me through thick and thin. She is one of the most awesome people you will ever meet. Being Gabbi... she always has a project of some type to work on. Gabbi and I met in 5th grade. We became best friends when I went to her birthday party. She challenges me to be a better person and taught me to have a little backbone ( I realy needed backbone in 5th grade, my first year in public school, I had never heard a cuss word before at my old school you could get in trouble for saying shut up! In 5th grade I cried because I was having a bad day and somebody losing my pen cap was the final straw and everbody made fun of me which made me cry even harder). She has taught me alot throughout our friend ship. She has shown me I am worthy of the quest I am on.

Shadow

My shadow is Satan. He constantly bombardes me with unwanted thoughts and tempts me to commit sin. He tries to trick me into lieing to my parents, teachers, friends, enemies, and basically everyone sometimes I give in and lie but then I feel realy bad and keep thinking about it till I tell the person the truth. Satan tempts me every day but I am armed against him with the bible. I try to read my bible every night before I go to bed but sometimes I forget (Satan's influence) and then I am realy mean and grouchy and snap at people. Even a small act of reading the bible can help shield you from Satan's power.

My Trixter-Mae!

Maelene Tacata is my trixter/best friend. She is fun to be around and is aMAEzing! With her jokes and genious there is no way you can't have fun when she is around. She is one of the smartest people I have ever met but she is hardely ever serious. When I feel bad there is not a better cure than to hang out with Mae. She is definately my comic relief. At the Mall we always go to the food court and when her boyfriend at the time was walking on one of the lower floors she did not want to see him and jumped over me to get to the other end of the table ande then we spent the whole time avoiding him and then we ran into him when we where exiting payless. The whole thing was quite fun expecially with Mae around.

I am naive and inexperienced and I admit it

I am very sheltered. I went to private school until 5th grade. Before 5th grade I had never heard a cuss word and it shocked me when I heard a kid my age say such vulgar words. I have never said anything worse than shutup. I have never seen an episode of simpsons or family guy. I only ever listened to KLTY (a christian radio station) when I was little. Because i was so sheltered I know very little of the world and that can be bad or it can be good. Being sheltered has created a world of "innocense" as my friends would say. Being Naive in the ways of the world can be an obstacle but for me it is not because I do not want to know the things the perverted minds in the world think( such as the creaters of family guy).

Help from above

God loves us and always will. He wants us to be safe and wants us to call on him when we need help. He already knows the desires of our heart but he wants us to ask for it. In my quest i can ask God for something and he will always answer it may be a no but he knows what is best for me and I trust him with my all.

My struggle for what is right

I struggle to do the right thing. But what is right? right can be a direction but more importantly it means free of error. We can not be completely right because we are all flawed but I struggle still for what is right. To do the right thing is never completely right someone always suffors anyway. Every time an opertunity comes around I try to do the best I can but in the end I can never be completely right.

Baptism

Baptism is a ceremony declaring to the world that you are a christian. I was baptised when I was 7. I accepted Jesus as my Savior when I was 5 years old. My accepting Jesus as my savior and being Baptised marked the begining of my quest for God.

The most awesomest best friends in the whole world!

My best friends are awesome. I could not ask for better friends. I would die to save my friends. Mae, Gabbi, Candice, and Jasmine are the best best friends there are.

Mae: she is my trixter and my best friend she keeps the laughing going whenever we hangout. She is also the genius of the group. Keep us laughing Mae, you are amazing!

Gabbi: My bestest best friend. Gabbi is the most imaginative of our group. She always has a project going. Love your imagination Gabbi, you are awesome!

Candice: She is my favorite artist. Candice has a talent for drawing unrivaled by anyone. Candice is always happy and it is inspiring to see someone as happy as her. You have a wonderful talent keep using it Candice, you are truley talented!

Jasmine: Last but certaintly not least. Jasmine is the "dictator"(inside joke). She is also on her way to becoming a great violinist. Keep practicing! Jamine you are wonderful!